Monday, April 18, 2005
I'm so SIN-CERE!
This just in...
I'm feeling much better than I was a few days ago. That's good, huh? Yeah man. It bees that way some times. I guess....
What changes have I made, you ask? Hmm...well er, um. Not many. BUT! It's a work in progress. I'M a work in progress! LOL I've read all the comments left on previous post. I really appreciate each and every one of them. You all made some valid points & suggestions that I definitely plan to follow up on. I'm so sincere. (say like ole boy on Jay Z's Black Album....wait a minute. Was that the Black Album?) LOL
Tommie Hustle stated that it sounds like I'm doing the "30" dance. After a quick ponder, I realized that he may very well be right. It seems that with the age of 30, I've entered into a whole new realm of "issues."
In addition to those "issues" comes the "issue" of me not being where I thought, rather "planned" on being at this time in my life. Isn't it amazing how we have everything planned out from dating, pre-engagement, engagement, wedding planning (color & bridal party), wedding, honeymoon, career, house, kids....etc. LOL I swear I had my whole life planned out before I started my freshman year in college. Damn...life was so simple then.
Instead of being less sensitive, it seems I've become more sensitive. Where I used to have the patience of Job, it seems I don't have it at all now. Where I used to believe that "Proper planning prevents a poor performance", (Daddy's saying circa...for damn ever) I'm like "Ahh..whatever. If I do it, I do it. If I don't, I don't." *sigh*
It's also amazing that so many of you know exactly what I've been feeling. Isn't it funny how when you're going through something, you think you're the only one who is going "through it" at that time? Sometimes I have to tell myself that my issues are minute compared to issues that other folks are having. But then again, we're all different people and we handle different things and situations differently. True?
At any rate, I said all this to say that I'm definitely going to work on being a better person. Physically, mentally, spiritually AND professionally.... Is anybody willing to help me as well as participate along my journey? *reaching out for your hand* I'm so sincere! No...really I am.
(((smile))))
~brownsugarbaby~
I'm feeling much better than I was a few days ago. That's good, huh? Yeah man. It bees that way some times. I guess....
What changes have I made, you ask? Hmm...well er, um. Not many. BUT! It's a work in progress. I'M a work in progress! LOL I've read all the comments left on previous post. I really appreciate each and every one of them. You all made some valid points & suggestions that I definitely plan to follow up on. I'm so sincere. (say like ole boy on Jay Z's Black Album....wait a minute. Was that the Black Album?) LOL
Tommie Hustle stated that it sounds like I'm doing the "30" dance. After a quick ponder, I realized that he may very well be right. It seems that with the age of 30, I've entered into a whole new realm of "issues."
In addition to those "issues" comes the "issue" of me not being where I thought, rather "planned" on being at this time in my life. Isn't it amazing how we have everything planned out from dating, pre-engagement, engagement, wedding planning (color & bridal party), wedding, honeymoon, career, house, kids....etc. LOL I swear I had my whole life planned out before I started my freshman year in college. Damn...life was so simple then.
Instead of being less sensitive, it seems I've become more sensitive. Where I used to have the patience of Job, it seems I don't have it at all now. Where I used to believe that "Proper planning prevents a poor performance", (Daddy's saying circa...for damn ever) I'm like "Ahh..whatever. If I do it, I do it. If I don't, I don't." *sigh*
It's also amazing that so many of you know exactly what I've been feeling. Isn't it funny how when you're going through something, you think you're the only one who is going "through it" at that time? Sometimes I have to tell myself that my issues are minute compared to issues that other folks are having. But then again, we're all different people and we handle different things and situations differently. True?
At any rate, I said all this to say that I'm definitely going to work on being a better person. Physically, mentally, spiritually AND professionally.... Is anybody willing to help me as well as participate along my journey? *reaching out for your hand* I'm so sincere! No...really I am.
(((smile))))
~brownsugarbaby~
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You've already taken the first step by acknowledging some shit has to change... plus...
On Friday night, we'll drink all that uncertainty right outta you!! Heh heh
On Friday night, we'll drink all that uncertainty right outta you!! Heh heh
Call your girl from Tenn State Univ, I am always there to help in whatever way I can... Thats sincere....Shout out to Tommie Hustle....
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: Tue Apr 19, 09:32:00 AM
: Tue Apr 19, 09:32:00 AM
@Tommie ~ You're so modest! HA! But seriously, thanks for the pointers. All around...
@BC~ Yeah man. That's what I'm talking about! I'm going to call X and make sure she has that flask ready. LOL What am I talkin about? She doesn't leave home without it!
@BC~ Yeah man. That's what I'm talking about! I'm going to call X and make sure she has that flask ready. LOL What am I talkin about? She doesn't leave home without it!
Hold up!! There's going to be drinking on Friday? What time? Where?? Oh wait. Atlanta? I won't be there. *sad* Now you know I'm here to help you soror. I got that fancy degree that I never use. But I will whip out all that knowledge to help you--for the small hourly rate of $175. What? I got bills to pay.
Keep ya chin up--and move to DC!!
Keep ya chin up--and move to DC!!
Uh...Kajuana. Just a tidbit of information. AirTran has a special (ending tonight). Check 'em out. You can do it!!! (Water Boy) You can book you a flight and be here by Friday evening!!!
OMG!!! Will! You are a plum fool! LMAO @ you! The funny thing is, I can see you dancing! I love it when you one, two step! Bwhahahahaha!
Isn't life grand????
Isn't life grand????
Nah, the 30's aren't bad. It's all in how you look at it. Pespective is everything.
I'm also glad you're better.
I'm also glad you're better.
I think I'm going to trademark the 30 Dance. It's like the Cha Cha slide but you cant learn the steps until you get 40.
I was late on commenting on your last post...but I'm glad to see that you're feeling better Brown Shuga. You're right...that "planning" stuff is starting to get played out now anyway. I've pretty much gave up on it to...I just live my life accordingly. LOL.
But hey, keep that head up girl...and believe me when I say that...your past 2 posts probably helped A LOT of us people (esp speaking on my behalf, although I don't talk about my issues but only less then 1/2 the time on my blog anyway) although maybe most of them probably didn't comment. B/c believe me, there are others out there who totally identify with you sis. Trust! :)
Well glad to see you smiling again.
But hey, keep that head up girl...and believe me when I say that...your past 2 posts probably helped A LOT of us people (esp speaking on my behalf, although I don't talk about my issues but only less then 1/2 the time on my blog anyway) although maybe most of them probably didn't comment. B/c believe me, there are others out there who totally identify with you sis. Trust! :)
Well glad to see you smiling again.
I am late commenting on your last post but I just wanted to say I understand. You gave voice to a lot of things I've been feeling lately. I'm also a single mother with a son, but most of my friends don't have children. I'm always having to explain why I can't do this and can't afford to do that. My job situation and living situation is the same. I want to get out of this small town but I have no idea where to start or what to do. It was sad hearing someone else feel the same way I do, but good at the same time if you know what I mean. If you ever need to talk shoot me an email... my light is always on.
Tommie blog was nicely written..
Hey Meka keep your head up and stay positive... You have one life you never know what happens until you try it... U have 2 choices succeeding or failing and we are the one that makes the choice on which choice was made.... Dont allow society to make the choice for you....
Shout out to all the parents of this generation of kids.....
Hey Meka keep your head up and stay positive... You have one life you never know what happens until you try it... U have 2 choices succeeding or failing and we are the one that makes the choice on which choice was made.... Dont allow society to make the choice for you....
Shout out to all the parents of this generation of kids.....
# posted by : Wed Apr 20, 03:01:00 PM
: Wed Apr 20, 03:01:00 PM
Shout out to our HBCU "HOWARD"!!!!
Howard University's Law School placed first place in a American Bar Association Mock Trial Competition.. The team was the first from a historically Black college to do so, according to blackcollegewire.com. "It solidified the fact that although others think we are a third-tier law school, we are the best trial advocates," The team dethroned two time champion Harvard University...
Howard University's Law School placed first place in a American Bar Association Mock Trial Competition.. The team was the first from a historically Black college to do so, according to blackcollegewire.com. "It solidified the fact that although others think we are a third-tier law school, we are the best trial advocates," The team dethroned two time champion Harvard University...
# posted by : Wed Apr 20, 03:53:00 PM
: Wed Apr 20, 03:53:00 PM
I think I missed most of the depression and questioning that was supposed to come with doing the flip from 29 to 30. I guess you could say I was a little intoxicated. *burp* Oh, well, it was for the best. LOL
And since I'm screeeeeeeching over to the other side of the 30s this year, what's the use? hehehe
Anyhooch, just have yo' ass at the gathering this Friday. You won't be feeling any pain when you leave. Hit 'em with the ha! LMAO
P.S. And if you thinking I have issues, you couldn't be more right. The difference between me and someone else is I don't suffer from 'em. LOL
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And since I'm screeeeeeeching over to the other side of the 30s this year, what's the use? hehehe
Anyhooch, just have yo' ass at the gathering this Friday. You won't be feeling any pain when you leave. Hit 'em with the ha! LMAO
P.S. And if you thinking I have issues, you couldn't be more right. The difference between me and someone else is I don't suffer from 'em. LOL
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