Saturday, April 30, 2005
Three questions...
Um...I know I said that I would continue talking about the ATL Drunkfest weekend. Well, I just haven't had time to sit my ass down and do the damn thing. But don't sleep....a sistah had a ball. All weekend! I hear that the Chicago bloggers hooked up this weekend. I can't wait to hear about their gathering. I'm sure they can't touch ATL. LOL Well...not until this summer when it ALL goes down!
At any rate, my idea for this entry came from Will. I never really wanted to do this because I always thought, "What if nobody asks me any questions?" LOL Well...if nobody does. Oh well. *shrugs* I'd just have to assume that nobody wants to know anything about good ole Brown Sugar. So to post for the sake of posting, I guess you can say I'm taking the easy way out of it. LOL I do plan on completing my entry about our drunkfest. No doubt. However, I'm about to be participate in another drunkfest....not to include any bloggers. LOL *smh* Ok...here goes.
If you have any three questions for me, feel free to list them and I'll do my best to answer them as most honestly as I possibly *ahem* can. *chester cheetah smile* Holla atcha girl!!!!
At any rate, my idea for this entry came from Will. I never really wanted to do this because I always thought, "What if nobody asks me any questions?" LOL Well...if nobody does. Oh well. *shrugs* I'd just have to assume that nobody wants to know anything about good ole Brown Sugar. So to post for the sake of posting, I guess you can say I'm taking the easy way out of it. LOL I do plan on completing my entry about our drunkfest. No doubt. However, I'm about to be participate in another drunkfest....not to include any bloggers. LOL *smh* Ok...here goes.
If you have any three questions for me, feel free to list them and I'll do my best to answer them as most honestly as I possibly *ahem* can. *chester cheetah smile* Holla atcha girl!!!!
Monday, April 25, 2005
UPDATED....ATL Bloggers Drunkfest...
Ok. Where do I begin? Well first and foremost let me say thank you to each and every one of you who were in attendance to the ATL Bloggers Drunkfest. Why am I thanking you, you ask? Well, I'm thanking each of you for such a wonderful time! Thank you for simply being you! Everybody was sooo REAL! You had to be there to see and FEEL it. I think I speak for everybody that was there when I say, We had a ball! We all MESHED so well. Like Yolanda said, it was definitely a "mixing pot of personalities."This weekend damn near turned into a regional conference! I hung out with bloggers three days straight!
Let me do a roll call. I have to let you all know who all came out to kick it this weekend.
Myself, Yolanda, Grayse, Brutha Code, EJ Flavors, Xquizzyt1, Ms. Thing (and her best friend), Sway, Kae, 2-Me, Fave, Kelvin and Saga. Damn. Did I forget anybody?
After all the hemming and hawing via emails, instant messages and phone calls, we finally decided to meet up at Barleys pool hall on Friday night. Like I said, we had a ball. For the record, I'm not usually punctually challenged. Thank.you.very.much. That's in reference to Brutha Code's comment about me saying I'd be there in 15 minutes but actually showed up 45 minutes later. LOL I told you that I had to circle the block a few times plus I was eyeing the homeless dude pacing the block. Oh...I have to mention how in between Grand Marniers and Heinekens, Brutha Code was a Good Samaritan. He not only took one potato skin but one chicken wing out to a homeless guy who stated he was hungry. Wasn't that so sweet of him? *looking for picture of potato skins & chicken wing* Dag....I think that was on somebody else's blog. *scratching head* I know I saw it. At any rate. It was nice of him.
Sway & Brutha Code
Yolanda & Brown Sugar
When I first got there, I had to peruse the menu to see what I wanted to snack on. As I glanced over the drink menu (uh..you know I checked that out first) I came upon something that caused my mouth to hang wide open. Is that Boone's Farm I see? Wait a minute. Wait a minute. Does that price really say $35 bucks A GLASS???? They've got to be kidding me! I didn't entertain it too much because I knew they were being facetious. Had to be. *smh* I REFUSE to believe that they'd think I or anybody else would pay 35 bucks for a glass of Boone's Farm when I can go to the corner store and get two bottles for 5 bucks! LOL I had to show Yolanda to make sure I wasn't exactly seeing things. She confirmed what I was saying to be true. LOL Speaking of Yolanda.... Yolanda is like that breath of fresh air that smacks you in the face. LOL She does not bite her tongue in the least bit either. She's all sorts of fun. Seriously. I enjoyed kickin it with her Friday, Saturday and Sunday. She's my new found concert buddy. *smile*
Saga came and went with a blink of an eye. Literally. She wasn't able to stay but she wanted to come through to meet everybody. Awwww! Next time boo boo! *hugs* Um, but before she headed out, she told us that Fave was coming to town and was going to try to stop through when he got in. That was all good. I always enjoy reading Fave's work as well as listening to his audio blogs. So I couldn't wait to meet him.
Ok....so after I ordered my fries & grilled cheese sandwich, which by the way was nasty (how do you mess up a grilled cheese sandwich?) and Sprite. Sprite, you ask? Yes...I ordered a glass of Sprite. What? After speaking with X and hearing how fondly she spoke of her travel flask, I had to get my own. So to avoid the high price of the alcoholic beverages at said establishment, I came with my own sans the soda pop. LMAO! Ooowee! You might call it ghetto but dammit, I call it "a well thought out plan." Thanks X! *high five*
There was also a live band playing. I must say, they did a good job. So good...we could barely hear ourselves talk at one point! LOL The nerve of them to be playing music while we're trying to get our conversation on! LMAO! Dag...this would be a perfect spot to insert picture of the band. Oh well... I didn't think to take a picture of them. *shrugs*
We continued to sit around talking and taking pictures amid the loud ass live band. At some point, EJ Flavors pulled out his laptop and started writing a blog. LOL I'm kidding! Although, he did pull out his laptop. We were talking about music and wanted to show us what all he was working with music wise. That brother has any and every thing you need! I thought I'd test him and ask him if he had Appollonia Six. I'll be damned. He did. I asked him if he'd make me a cd. He said he would. Yay! *back flip* If you only knew how long I've been looking for that cd! EJ Flavors is da shit! He's like THE music hustleman. He has it all. He has it all before it even comes out. He has it (music) before they even think about producing it. Yeah...like that. The brother has archives for days.
EJ Flavors, Ms. Thing & Sway
After we ate and drank, we headed to the back where the pool tables were. There we drank some more as well as played pool. Well...tried to play pool. Ok..ok. So I only speak for myself. I can't play pool worth a damn! *shrugs* But I damn sho had fun trying! LMAO
Ms. Thing (Brutha Code TRANSFORMED & rear of Xquizzyt1) LOL
Above you see Ms. Thing striking a pose for the camera. She grabbed that pool stick and said, "Dammit somebody take a picture!" and said something about her being sexy. LOL I LOVE Ms. Thing. When I tell you she had me ROTFLMAO, I tell you no lie. She is sooo funny! This was my second time kicking it with her. I have to say that I look forward to the next time. Ohhh...she's a hoot!
Ms. Thing's best friend & Xquizzyt1
Ms. Thing's best friend or "Futura" as Yolie called her, gave the fellas a run for their money. She even had the server who wasn't even our server, salivating for her. LOL She had fellas at the pool table next to us salivating over her too. To include a man who had a rhino tip head. ROTFLMAO She was running the show. LOL I guess she exuding all kinds of sexiness. *sucking teeth* Damn her! I'm kidding! I hate by no means. She too, was a hoot. I can see why she and Ms. Thing are best friends. They definitely complement each other well. I laughed in my head when she was leaving and said she couldn't wait to get home to her husband. LOL I had no idea she was married! Not that she was out there wilding out. I'm just saying. I guess all the dudes salivating over her got her good and ready for her husband. I bet she toe (tore) his ass up when she got home. LOL I saw the look in her eyes when she said it. She meant business. LMAO
Xquizzyt1....what ELSE can I say about her crazy ass?!? I swear if she wasn't an AKA. We'd be ride or die chicks! But since she has that one little flaw. Man! *sucking teeth* I'm kidding ofcourse. I have to respect my grandmother. hee hee She is my dawg! Too bad she's leaving ATL soon. *kicking dirt like my name is Will* LOL
Xquizzyt1, Brutha Code & Brown Sugar
Ms. Thing's best friend, Yolie & Xquizzyt1
Brown Sugar & Brutha Code
I don't know who took that picture of me and Brutha Code. But dammit, they cut my hands off! I was trying to show my Delta love. *sigh* Probably was Xquizzyt1. LOL
Brutha Code transforming...rather TRANSFORMED!
As the night when on, we had a few welcomed additions. Kae and 2-Me stopped by. It was good to see them as well. Of course, I had to get on Kae because he had the nerve to act like he didn't remember me during an IM conversation on the previous night. Only to tell me on Friday night that he was just playing with me. Then he commenced to talk about my digital camera. He toe my ass up. My camera, that is. LOL He got me good though. He really did. He has a GREAT personality. He's funny as hell. Not to mention, a cutie pie. *pinching cheeks* What is it with the bloggers? We've all got some bomb ass personalities. At first, I thought that 2 Me was quiet. She proved me wrong. LOL She had MUCH personality too. She's a cutie pie too. She and Kae are actually cousins. I'm glad they stopped by. I've even been invited out for sushi with them. *clapping* I guess that means I'm cool, huh?
2-me & cousin Kae *smile*
2-me strikes another pose in between shots
We were waiting on Kelvin to fly in but his damn flight kept getting delayed due to the thunderstorms in ATL and surrounding area. It was raining cats and dogs for a minute though. While we waited, Fave graced us with a BRIEF ass cameo appearance. Literally. He even had the nerve to talk about my digital camera during those two seconds he was there. It was definitely good to see him too. I like me some Fave! It was great to put a face with all his wonderful words. Awwww! He said that our gathering reminded him of a family reunion. He said we were all the cool cousins. LOL He couldn't have been any more correct. I was totally diggin that. Unfortunately, he couldn't stay long because he had a flight to catch. *sigh* Maybe next time! Oh...you know there will be a next time!
Ms. Thing's best friend & Fave Nite
The night went on, we were drunk, tired and there was nobody else left for Brutha Code to hump on. LOL That was a good one Yolanda. Brutha Code is like that horny uncle that tries to cop a feel and holla at everybody when he's drunk. Kelvin's flight was delayed again. We decided to end the night. There was talk of going to a strip club, but it just didn't happen. Maybe next time Brutha. *me & brutha code kickin dirt* LOL I'm kidding. It wasn't that serious. Although, I did want to take Brutha Code to the strip club to REALLY see his ass transform. LMAO I bet that would have been a sight! Mugs were too drunk and tired. LOL Besides, my ass had to work the next morning.
There are other pics but dammit, I'm not about to post them. This entry is already long as heck. And to think...this is just from Friday night. LOL I didn't get one of Grayse. She left early. She missed out on on the craziness. LOL
Well folks, that about does it for now. I'm going to recap Saturday and Sunday tomorrow.(hopefully) Don't go expecting anything wild and crazy! LOL
P.s.
I just HAVE to say this again. I.HAD.A.BLAST!!!!!
~brownsugarbaby~
Let me do a roll call. I have to let you all know who all came out to kick it this weekend.
Myself, Yolanda, Grayse, Brutha Code, EJ Flavors, Xquizzyt1, Ms. Thing (and her best friend), Sway, Kae, 2-Me, Fave, Kelvin and Saga. Damn. Did I forget anybody?
After all the hemming and hawing via emails, instant messages and phone calls, we finally decided to meet up at Barleys pool hall on Friday night. Like I said, we had a ball. For the record, I'm not usually punctually challenged. Thank.you.very.much. That's in reference to Brutha Code's comment about me saying I'd be there in 15 minutes but actually showed up 45 minutes later. LOL I told you that I had to circle the block a few times plus I was eyeing the homeless dude pacing the block. Oh...I have to mention how in between Grand Marniers and Heinekens, Brutha Code was a Good Samaritan. He not only took one potato skin but one chicken wing out to a homeless guy who stated he was hungry. Wasn't that so sweet of him? *looking for picture of potato skins & chicken wing* Dag....I think that was on somebody else's blog. *scratching head* I know I saw it. At any rate. It was nice of him.
Sway & Brutha Code
Yolanda & Brown Sugar
When I first got there, I had to peruse the menu to see what I wanted to snack on. As I glanced over the drink menu (uh..you know I checked that out first) I came upon something that caused my mouth to hang wide open. Is that Boone's Farm I see? Wait a minute. Wait a minute. Does that price really say $35 bucks A GLASS???? They've got to be kidding me! I didn't entertain it too much because I knew they were being facetious. Had to be. *smh* I REFUSE to believe that they'd think I or anybody else would pay 35 bucks for a glass of Boone's Farm when I can go to the corner store and get two bottles for 5 bucks! LOL I had to show Yolanda to make sure I wasn't exactly seeing things. She confirmed what I was saying to be true. LOL Speaking of Yolanda.... Yolanda is like that breath of fresh air that smacks you in the face. LOL She does not bite her tongue in the least bit either. She's all sorts of fun. Seriously. I enjoyed kickin it with her Friday, Saturday and Sunday. She's my new found concert buddy. *smile*
Saga came and went with a blink of an eye. Literally. She wasn't able to stay but she wanted to come through to meet everybody. Awwww! Next time boo boo! *hugs* Um, but before she headed out, she told us that Fave was coming to town and was going to try to stop through when he got in. That was all good. I always enjoy reading Fave's work as well as listening to his audio blogs. So I couldn't wait to meet him.
Ok....so after I ordered my fries & grilled cheese sandwich, which by the way was nasty (how do you mess up a grilled cheese sandwich?) and Sprite. Sprite, you ask? Yes...I ordered a glass of Sprite. What? After speaking with X and hearing how fondly she spoke of her travel flask, I had to get my own. So to avoid the high price of the alcoholic beverages at said establishment, I came with my own sans the soda pop. LMAO! Ooowee! You might call it ghetto but dammit, I call it "a well thought out plan." Thanks X! *high five*
There was also a live band playing. I must say, they did a good job. So good...we could barely hear ourselves talk at one point! LOL The nerve of them to be playing music while we're trying to get our conversation on! LMAO! Dag...this would be a perfect spot to insert picture of the band. Oh well... I didn't think to take a picture of them. *shrugs*
We continued to sit around talking and taking pictures amid the loud ass live band. At some point, EJ Flavors pulled out his laptop and started writing a blog. LOL I'm kidding! Although, he did pull out his laptop. We were talking about music and wanted to show us what all he was working with music wise. That brother has any and every thing you need! I thought I'd test him and ask him if he had Appollonia Six. I'll be damned. He did. I asked him if he'd make me a cd. He said he would. Yay! *back flip* If you only knew how long I've been looking for that cd! EJ Flavors is da shit! He's like THE music hustleman. He has it all. He has it all before it even comes out. He has it (music) before they even think about producing it. Yeah...like that. The brother has archives for days.
EJ Flavors, Ms. Thing & Sway
After we ate and drank, we headed to the back where the pool tables were. There we drank some more as well as played pool. Well...tried to play pool. Ok..ok. So I only speak for myself. I can't play pool worth a damn! *shrugs* But I damn sho had fun trying! LMAO
Ms. Thing (Brutha Code TRANSFORMED & rear of Xquizzyt1) LOL
Above you see Ms. Thing striking a pose for the camera. She grabbed that pool stick and said, "Dammit somebody take a picture!" and said something about her being sexy. LOL I LOVE Ms. Thing. When I tell you she had me ROTFLMAO, I tell you no lie. She is sooo funny! This was my second time kicking it with her. I have to say that I look forward to the next time. Ohhh...she's a hoot!
Ms. Thing's best friend & Xquizzyt1
Ms. Thing's best friend or "Futura" as Yolie called her, gave the fellas a run for their money. She even had the server who wasn't even our server, salivating for her. LOL She had fellas at the pool table next to us salivating over her too. To include a man who had a rhino tip head. ROTFLMAO She was running the show. LOL I guess she exuding all kinds of sexiness. *sucking teeth* Damn her! I'm kidding! I hate by no means. She too, was a hoot. I can see why she and Ms. Thing are best friends. They definitely complement each other well. I laughed in my head when she was leaving and said she couldn't wait to get home to her husband. LOL I had no idea she was married! Not that she was out there wilding out. I'm just saying. I guess all the dudes salivating over her got her good and ready for her husband. I bet she toe (tore) his ass up when she got home. LOL I saw the look in her eyes when she said it. She meant business. LMAO
Xquizzyt1....what ELSE can I say about her crazy ass?!? I swear if she wasn't an AKA. We'd be ride or die chicks! But since she has that one little flaw. Man! *sucking teeth* I'm kidding ofcourse. I have to respect my grandmother. hee hee She is my dawg! Too bad she's leaving ATL soon. *kicking dirt like my name is Will* LOL
Xquizzyt1, Brutha Code & Brown Sugar
Ms. Thing's best friend, Yolie & Xquizzyt1
Brown Sugar & Brutha Code
I don't know who took that picture of me and Brutha Code. But dammit, they cut my hands off! I was trying to show my Delta love. *sigh* Probably was Xquizzyt1. LOL
Brutha Code transforming...rather TRANSFORMED!
As the night when on, we had a few welcomed additions. Kae and 2-Me stopped by. It was good to see them as well. Of course, I had to get on Kae because he had the nerve to act like he didn't remember me during an IM conversation on the previous night. Only to tell me on Friday night that he was just playing with me. Then he commenced to talk about my digital camera. He toe my ass up. My camera, that is. LOL He got me good though. He really did. He has a GREAT personality. He's funny as hell. Not to mention, a cutie pie. *pinching cheeks* What is it with the bloggers? We've all got some bomb ass personalities. At first, I thought that 2 Me was quiet. She proved me wrong. LOL She had MUCH personality too. She's a cutie pie too. She and Kae are actually cousins. I'm glad they stopped by. I've even been invited out for sushi with them. *clapping* I guess that means I'm cool, huh?
2-me & cousin Kae *smile*
2-me strikes another pose in between shots
We were waiting on Kelvin to fly in but his damn flight kept getting delayed due to the thunderstorms in ATL and surrounding area. It was raining cats and dogs for a minute though. While we waited, Fave graced us with a BRIEF ass cameo appearance. Literally. He even had the nerve to talk about my digital camera during those two seconds he was there. It was definitely good to see him too. I like me some Fave! It was great to put a face with all his wonderful words. Awwww! He said that our gathering reminded him of a family reunion. He said we were all the cool cousins. LOL He couldn't have been any more correct. I was totally diggin that. Unfortunately, he couldn't stay long because he had a flight to catch. *sigh* Maybe next time! Oh...you know there will be a next time!
Ms. Thing's best friend & Fave Nite
The night went on, we were drunk, tired and there was nobody else left for Brutha Code to hump on. LOL That was a good one Yolanda. Brutha Code is like that horny uncle that tries to cop a feel and holla at everybody when he's drunk. Kelvin's flight was delayed again. We decided to end the night. There was talk of going to a strip club, but it just didn't happen. Maybe next time Brutha. *me & brutha code kickin dirt* LOL I'm kidding. It wasn't that serious. Although, I did want to take Brutha Code to the strip club to REALLY see his ass transform. LMAO I bet that would have been a sight! Mugs were too drunk and tired. LOL Besides, my ass had to work the next morning.
There are other pics but dammit, I'm not about to post them. This entry is already long as heck. And to think...this is just from Friday night. LOL I didn't get one of Grayse. She left early. She missed out on on the craziness. LOL
Well folks, that about does it for now. I'm going to recap Saturday and Sunday tomorrow.(hopefully) Don't go expecting anything wild and crazy! LOL
P.s.
I just HAVE to say this again. I.HAD.A.BLAST!!!!!
~brownsugarbaby~
Tidbits..
This is just going to be a tidbit of information. I'm en route to the hair salon to get my hair "did." (i know you don't like that Yolanda..."hair did")LOL My appointment is at 11:00a.m. I'm going to drop my film off at Sam's so that I can have some pics to post with entry. I know those of you present this weekend are probably saying, "What about that floppy disk?" LMAO I know ya'll got jokes about my big ass digital camera. It's all good though. Don't sweat me, my camera OR my 8 x 10 pics! (That's for you Kae) LOL
Ok...I'm pushing it. It's 10:30am. I'm still trying to type shit. hahahaha Gotta go. I'm getting my hair colored so I'll be there for at least 3 hours. *sigh* I'll holla!
Ok...I'm pushing it. It's 10:30am. I'm still trying to type shit. hahahaha Gotta go. I'm getting my hair colored so I'll be there for at least 3 hours. *sigh* I'll holla!
Monday, April 18, 2005
I'm so SIN-CERE!
This just in...
I'm feeling much better than I was a few days ago. That's good, huh? Yeah man. It bees that way some times. I guess....
What changes have I made, you ask? Hmm...well er, um. Not many. BUT! It's a work in progress. I'M a work in progress! LOL I've read all the comments left on previous post. I really appreciate each and every one of them. You all made some valid points & suggestions that I definitely plan to follow up on. I'm so sincere. (say like ole boy on Jay Z's Black Album....wait a minute. Was that the Black Album?) LOL
Tommie Hustle stated that it sounds like I'm doing the "30" dance. After a quick ponder, I realized that he may very well be right. It seems that with the age of 30, I've entered into a whole new realm of "issues."
In addition to those "issues" comes the "issue" of me not being where I thought, rather "planned" on being at this time in my life. Isn't it amazing how we have everything planned out from dating, pre-engagement, engagement, wedding planning (color & bridal party), wedding, honeymoon, career, house, kids....etc. LOL I swear I had my whole life planned out before I started my freshman year in college. Damn...life was so simple then.
Instead of being less sensitive, it seems I've become more sensitive. Where I used to have the patience of Job, it seems I don't have it at all now. Where I used to believe that "Proper planning prevents a poor performance", (Daddy's saying circa...for damn ever) I'm like "Ahh..whatever. If I do it, I do it. If I don't, I don't." *sigh*
It's also amazing that so many of you know exactly what I've been feeling. Isn't it funny how when you're going through something, you think you're the only one who is going "through it" at that time? Sometimes I have to tell myself that my issues are minute compared to issues that other folks are having. But then again, we're all different people and we handle different things and situations differently. True?
At any rate, I said all this to say that I'm definitely going to work on being a better person. Physically, mentally, spiritually AND professionally.... Is anybody willing to help me as well as participate along my journey? *reaching out for your hand* I'm so sincere! No...really I am.
(((smile))))
~brownsugarbaby~
I'm feeling much better than I was a few days ago. That's good, huh? Yeah man. It bees that way some times. I guess....
What changes have I made, you ask? Hmm...well er, um. Not many. BUT! It's a work in progress. I'M a work in progress! LOL I've read all the comments left on previous post. I really appreciate each and every one of them. You all made some valid points & suggestions that I definitely plan to follow up on. I'm so sincere. (say like ole boy on Jay Z's Black Album....wait a minute. Was that the Black Album?) LOL
Tommie Hustle stated that it sounds like I'm doing the "30" dance. After a quick ponder, I realized that he may very well be right. It seems that with the age of 30, I've entered into a whole new realm of "issues."
In addition to those "issues" comes the "issue" of me not being where I thought, rather "planned" on being at this time in my life. Isn't it amazing how we have everything planned out from dating, pre-engagement, engagement, wedding planning (color & bridal party), wedding, honeymoon, career, house, kids....etc. LOL I swear I had my whole life planned out before I started my freshman year in college. Damn...life was so simple then.
Instead of being less sensitive, it seems I've become more sensitive. Where I used to have the patience of Job, it seems I don't have it at all now. Where I used to believe that "Proper planning prevents a poor performance", (Daddy's saying circa...for damn ever) I'm like "Ahh..whatever. If I do it, I do it. If I don't, I don't." *sigh*
It's also amazing that so many of you know exactly what I've been feeling. Isn't it funny how when you're going through something, you think you're the only one who is going "through it" at that time? Sometimes I have to tell myself that my issues are minute compared to issues that other folks are having. But then again, we're all different people and we handle different things and situations differently. True?
At any rate, I said all this to say that I'm definitely going to work on being a better person. Physically, mentally, spiritually AND professionally.... Is anybody willing to help me as well as participate along my journey? *reaching out for your hand* I'm so sincere! No...really I am.
(((smile))))
~brownsugarbaby~
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
I done changed...
*Let me give you a heads up. I'm having a moment right now. An everlasting moment.... Oh, this ain't BrownSugar's typical hand-on-booty type entry. So, if that's what you're looking for. Stop.Right.Here.*
Sometimes I feel like giving up. Other times....eh.....it's just other times. Throughout these past few years I've noticed a gradual change in who "BrownSugar" is and has become. I think back to how I was before I moved to Atlanta. I was a "Vivacious Gentle Breeze" so I've been called. I was self-motivated.... eager.... bubbly...friendly...outgoing...fun-loving....social butterfly...all that and even more. Yeah, I'm saying I was all that. LOL However, these past few years have changed me. It's like I'm the complete opposite of who I was. I still have a few of those traits inside of me but they're deeply hidden at times. I know a lot of it has to do with my personal and professional experiences. A WHOLE heck of a lot of it has to deal with me becoming an unexpected mother. If that didn't throw a monkey wrench in my plans, I don't know what did. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that I wish I didn't have a child. I'm just saying.... I wish I would have put a little more planning into it all. I guess that's just how life is, huh? But I'm saying all of this to say that I'm really not happy with who I am right now. Could it be that I have low self-esteem? Could be. I mean, who would have thought I'd ever have low self-esteem? I've always been very confident. I think that once I had a child and seem to still be holding on to some pre/post pregnancy pounds has a lot to do with it. I think that the stress of being a single WORKING mom has a lot to do with it too. Oh yeah...and the fact that I mostly feel like I'm in the game by my damn self. I'm not where I want to be financially. I get pennies for child support compared to what it actually costs for me to take care of my son on a daily basis. I miss my family and TRUE friends. I really don't like my job. I aspire to do other things. I don't know where to start. I don't know which way to go. I don't know who to turn to. *fighting tears* Part of me wants to relocate. I've actually been seriously thinking about it. However, I have to weigh my pros and cons. If I was to move any where else other than closer to home, I'd still be in the same predicament I'm in now. As far as feeling as if I don't have any help. Know what I mean? Unless I get a BOMB ASS job that keeps a sistah paid in full, it might not be worth it for me to move elsewhere. BUT....at the same time, I don't want to be stuck doing something that I'm not happy doing. I'd be even more miserable. Damn....what am I to do? I really feel as though I've run Atlanta's course. There are things I love about Atlanta. There are things I like about Atlanta. AND there are things I absolutely can't stand about Atlanta. *deep sigh* What's a girl to do?
I don't make time for myself. The funny thing is, my son was gone for two weeks and I still didn't take care of business. It's like, I lack motivation. I always complain about not having enough time for myself but then when I had two whole weeks of freedom, I didn't do shit. I mean, I went to DC for a weekend trip. That was cool. I got to meet up with some new and old friends. But even then, I wasn't feeling like myself. Know what I mean? I hope you do because I sure as hell don't. I can't explain it.
I miss my family. I miss my friends. OMG! Do I miss my friends?!? I miss having somebody who I can talk to about anything. I miss having a friend who has a genuine interest at heart. Since being here in Atlanta, I've met some "interesting" (to say the least) folks. Some I call friends.... Others, I call...."associates." I have a girlfriend who it seems she always kind of puts me down on the sly. At least that's just how I feel. I mean, I know I'm not as "fine" as she is. She made a comment one day about a dress I had on. She was like, "Oooh, I like that dress. You need to give it to me so I can take it in a few sizes and wear it." I remember thinking, "Did this heifa just call me a fat loof on the sly?" And that wasn't the first time she made a comment like that. LOL Yeah...I'm laughing to keep from crying. You ever had a friend that will put the ugliest pictures of you in their photo album that they show to everybody? *shaking head* You ever had a friend who will just say some of the most off the wall type of things to you? You ever had a friend who you always seem to be there for but when you need them to be there for you, they never can be there for you? You ever have a friend that will put down somebody you may or may not be interested and make you feel bad for possibly being interested in that person? You ever have a friend that wants to know everyting that going on with you but never tells you shit about them? Ever had a friend that goes M.IA. (missing in action) and then resurface a year or two later like nothing has ever happened AND gives you vague answers when you ask them about where they've been all of that time. I could go on and on. I've never met "friends" like these until I moved to Atlanta. I don't know what it is. Maybe I'm just too sensitive now....or all of the time. I don't know. I just know that most of the "friendships" that I've formed since I've been here have not been genuine in my eyes. Sad thing is, I'm referring to more than one "friend." I KNOW that I am and can be a good friend. I don't know what it is about the folks down and around here. I must be giving off some negative vibes or something. Hmmm....or maybe there's a lesson somewhere in there. *scratching head*
It may sound as if I have low self-esteem. I may even sound selfish. But the more I think about it, I know I don't. I can't be. I was built much better than that. I think it's more or less where I am in life right now. I have some serious decisions to make. Right now, it's just taking a toll on the person inside and outside of me. Not only that, I have to realize that it's not just about ME anymore. I need to get this monkey off my back. I have to get back on the ball. I need to stock up on me some motivation! (smile) Ok...now where do I start???
*thanks for listening to me vent*
Sometimes I feel like giving up. Other times....eh.....it's just other times. Throughout these past few years I've noticed a gradual change in who "BrownSugar" is and has become. I think back to how I was before I moved to Atlanta. I was a "Vivacious Gentle Breeze" so I've been called. I was self-motivated.... eager.... bubbly...friendly...outgoing...fun-loving....social butterfly...all that and even more. Yeah, I'm saying I was all that. LOL However, these past few years have changed me. It's like I'm the complete opposite of who I was. I still have a few of those traits inside of me but they're deeply hidden at times. I know a lot of it has to do with my personal and professional experiences. A WHOLE heck of a lot of it has to deal with me becoming an unexpected mother. If that didn't throw a monkey wrench in my plans, I don't know what did. Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that I wish I didn't have a child. I'm just saying.... I wish I would have put a little more planning into it all. I guess that's just how life is, huh? But I'm saying all of this to say that I'm really not happy with who I am right now. Could it be that I have low self-esteem? Could be. I mean, who would have thought I'd ever have low self-esteem? I've always been very confident. I think that once I had a child and seem to still be holding on to some pre/post pregnancy pounds has a lot to do with it. I think that the stress of being a single WORKING mom has a lot to do with it too. Oh yeah...and the fact that I mostly feel like I'm in the game by my damn self. I'm not where I want to be financially. I get pennies for child support compared to what it actually costs for me to take care of my son on a daily basis. I miss my family and TRUE friends. I really don't like my job. I aspire to do other things. I don't know where to start. I don't know which way to go. I don't know who to turn to. *fighting tears* Part of me wants to relocate. I've actually been seriously thinking about it. However, I have to weigh my pros and cons. If I was to move any where else other than closer to home, I'd still be in the same predicament I'm in now. As far as feeling as if I don't have any help. Know what I mean? Unless I get a BOMB ASS job that keeps a sistah paid in full, it might not be worth it for me to move elsewhere. BUT....at the same time, I don't want to be stuck doing something that I'm not happy doing. I'd be even more miserable. Damn....what am I to do? I really feel as though I've run Atlanta's course. There are things I love about Atlanta. There are things I like about Atlanta. AND there are things I absolutely can't stand about Atlanta. *deep sigh* What's a girl to do?
I don't make time for myself. The funny thing is, my son was gone for two weeks and I still didn't take care of business. It's like, I lack motivation. I always complain about not having enough time for myself but then when I had two whole weeks of freedom, I didn't do shit. I mean, I went to DC for a weekend trip. That was cool. I got to meet up with some new and old friends. But even then, I wasn't feeling like myself. Know what I mean? I hope you do because I sure as hell don't. I can't explain it.
I miss my family. I miss my friends. OMG! Do I miss my friends?!? I miss having somebody who I can talk to about anything. I miss having a friend who has a genuine interest at heart. Since being here in Atlanta, I've met some "interesting" (to say the least) folks. Some I call friends.... Others, I call...."associates." I have a girlfriend who it seems she always kind of puts me down on the sly. At least that's just how I feel. I mean, I know I'm not as "fine" as she is. She made a comment one day about a dress I had on. She was like, "Oooh, I like that dress. You need to give it to me so I can take it in a few sizes and wear it." I remember thinking, "Did this heifa just call me a fat loof on the sly?" And that wasn't the first time she made a comment like that. LOL Yeah...I'm laughing to keep from crying. You ever had a friend that will put the ugliest pictures of you in their photo album that they show to everybody? *shaking head* You ever had a friend who will just say some of the most off the wall type of things to you? You ever had a friend who you always seem to be there for but when you need them to be there for you, they never can be there for you? You ever have a friend that will put down somebody you may or may not be interested and make you feel bad for possibly being interested in that person? You ever have a friend that wants to know everyting that going on with you but never tells you shit about them? Ever had a friend that goes M.IA. (missing in action) and then resurface a year or two later like nothing has ever happened AND gives you vague answers when you ask them about where they've been all of that time. I could go on and on. I've never met "friends" like these until I moved to Atlanta. I don't know what it is. Maybe I'm just too sensitive now....or all of the time. I don't know. I just know that most of the "friendships" that I've formed since I've been here have not been genuine in my eyes. Sad thing is, I'm referring to more than one "friend." I KNOW that I am and can be a good friend. I don't know what it is about the folks down and around here. I must be giving off some negative vibes or something. Hmmm....or maybe there's a lesson somewhere in there. *scratching head*
It may sound as if I have low self-esteem. I may even sound selfish. But the more I think about it, I know I don't. I can't be. I was built much better than that. I think it's more or less where I am in life right now. I have some serious decisions to make. Right now, it's just taking a toll on the person inside and outside of me. Not only that, I have to realize that it's not just about ME anymore. I need to get this monkey off my back. I have to get back on the ball. I need to stock up on me some motivation! (smile) Ok...now where do I start???
*thanks for listening to me vent*
Monday, April 04, 2005
D*ck on the horizon
Wow! Can I just tell you that I had a WONDERFUL weekend! Fabulous, even. Let me just start from the beginning. I road tripped my way up to DC to go to a birthday party. It started off bad because my departure time was delayed damn near four hours! WHAT?!? And people wonder why I don't mind road tripping alone. Well, not alone, alone. I ALWAYS have my boy, Roscoe by my side. He's my "boyfriend." You know? Like 2Pac's girlfriend? "Me and my girlfriend." Get it? Ahhh hell. If you do, you do. If you don't....oh well. LOL Anyway, I said all that to say that I pretty much like to stick to a schedule or damn near close to a schedule. Especially when it comes to road trippin. I left work a little before 9:30am. It was my goal to be on the road NO LATER than 10:00am or 11:00am.
Well, I called my road dawg (my friend road trippin with me) to let her know that I had left work and would be ready to hit the road soon. Well, I'll be damned if this heifa ONE, had just woke up and TWO still had to pack. Mind you, she was also traveling with her 8 month old child. Don't fret. We were droppin the little one off en route to DC so as not to interfere with weekend festivities. Anywho, I was already packed so I just ran a few errands. I called her to let her know that I was headed to our meeting place. I stopped at Target and Publix to grab some things for the road as well as to kill time. Don't you know, this heifa had me waiting for her for, let's see.....*counting fingers* She had me waiting for her 2 friggin hours!!! I was MAD as hell! When she arrived I was pissed. I didn't say sh*t. I'm like that. I'll be madder than hell but won't say sh*t. You know....to avoid conflict. Plus, I understand how it is when you have a child. BUT at the same time, she knew we were going to DC for weeks! Plus....she's a stay at home mom. So, as time consuming as motherhood can be, I know there are moments when one has free time to do things that you need to do around the house. i.e. pack clothes for upcoming trip to DC. *sigh* But I digress. Plus, I know ya'll are ready to hear DEEETAILS about my weekend. *flashes winning smile*
I won't bore you with details of the actual road trip itself. Just know that I am a red baron on wheels. Head gear, goggles, scarf and all. Picture that! LMAO!! We made it to the "urea" Friday night. We actually made it just in time. It started raining. I hate driving in the rain. We stayed overnight at my road dawg's brother-in-law's place. I literally FELL out. Did I mention that I drove the entire way? Uh...yeah. 9 hours straight.
The following morning, I got up like it was Christmas morning. Early.as.hell. Everybody else was still knocked out. Don't you hate that? I didn't want to turn the tv on so I just laid there. Eventually, I went back to sleep. A couple of hours later, I woke my ass back up. I sh*t, showered and shaved (legs). It was raining damn cats and dogs but we loaded jeep up and hit the road. We made our way to Adams Morgan. I went to this Dominican hair salon to get my hair did and my girl went to a spot to get her nails did. Then I paid Mrs. Susan (local psychic) a visit. She told me I would have three children, live a long life and get married in 4 years to a guy who's name starts with a "J." *sucking teeth* Four years? FOUR YEARS?!? "Gimme my damn money back woman."
We checked into our hotel and relaxed for a bit. As we were checking in, the front desk attendant commented on how said it was about the Pope dying. WHAT?!? I had no idea. So sad....R.I.P Pope John Paul II. I sat up watching CNN and listened to the various commentators talk about the Pope and the Vatican City.
I still had a little over an hour until I had to meet with Edwige, Brutha Code and Kajuana. While talking to Edwige and Kajuana I told them how I had been looking forward to devouring those faboulus chicken wings they so eloquently described. However, Edwige had made arrangements for us to meet at this trendy ultralounge. Mind you, I was hungrier than a runaway slave. Literally. I told Edwige that I didn't want no damn hummus and asparagus. I wanted something that was going to fill my stomach up. So we had a change of plans and wings it was!!! *still picking chicken grease, mumbo sauce and napkin bits from fingers*
I had a wonderful time with these three. This was my first time meeting Edwige, second time meeting Brutha Code and well Kajuana, I've known for years. Not to mention, she's my beautiful linesister. Awww....everybody looked fabulous. Edwige is so cute. *pinches cheeks* Uh...those would be her cheeks on her FACE. I thought I'd throw that in for clarification. As I know many of you think I'm a bonafide freak. LOL Brutha Code is a handsome fella. Even though the way he was holding that glass of Grand Marnier.... Well, you had to be there. LOL Um...Bruh, did you put that Fondue pot to use yet? Move over bacon!!! Sorry...had to throw that in. OMG! Let me just talk about those wings. I'm not sure if they were DEEELICIOUS because I was starving! But boy....they must have brought those things out right from the fryer. Those mofos were hot as hell. Hotter than a flaming fag in stilletos! My goodness! All that with a combination of Gimlets(for us ladies)....and Grand Marnier & Heinkens for Brutha Code, all was good. I had a marvelous time. I wish we could have hung out longer! I know I could have kicked it with them at that same spot all night. Sure...we would have been sloppy drunk, full of chicken (and fries) with empty bone bowls on the table BUT satisfied, nevertheless.
Well, the night didn't end there for either of us. We all went our seperate ways. I tried to hang with Ed and Ted to watch the game, but after realizing that they were NC fans and I, a diehard Michigan State fan, I knew it wouldn't be good. So, I went on my merry way. Besides, I couldn't find a place to park. hahahaha *sidenote* Does anybody know the difference between a Sports Club and a Sports Bar? *end sidenote* That's really for Ed and Ted. LMAO!!!! Who's idea was that anyway?
Back at the hotel, I got ready for the bday party. I showered all over again. Not that I was stinky, but you know. I wanted to be freshER. *smile* So, we arrived to the party. It was cool. Filled with HU grads (circa 92 - 2000). It was good seeing some friends that I hadn't seen in YEARS. After all the niceties, I was about ready to go. But, my road dawg, happens to be more of a social butterfly than myself. So I just laid back a bit until she was ready to go. But, I did run into one of my former cutty buddies from HU. He was heading out to a club after the party and wanted me to meet him there. Well....to make a long story short, I DID meet him at the club. Only OUTSIDE of the club. I picked him up and we went back to his place. He has a nice little spot not too far from the waterfront. You know, one of those places that makes you want to drop your panties at the door? hee hee Ahhhh....look at you. *wagging finger* No panties were dropped by Brown Sugar. I just pushed my panties to the side. hahahahaha I'm kidding!! We didn't do a damn thing. ONE, I had to get up in the morning and hit the road. Seeing as though it was already 5am, I knew sh*t wasn't going to go down. We sat up and watched Hippos gone mad n'shit on Animal Planet while he rubbed on my leg. Little did he know, I was planning my exit in my mind. Not only because of the late hour BUT because if my mind serves me correctly, he has a big ass HORSE dick. No joke. I could barely take it then and I know my NON-ACTIVE coochie wasn't going to be able to take it now. He'd have me climbing the walls and ceilings like spider man. This can be a whole 'notha blog topic but I must touch on it. Women talk about how they love big dicks. I'm actually one of those women. But this dick, my friends, is not your ordinary "big" dick. This dick, my friends, is MONSTROUS, even. NO joke! I swear. Back in the day, he couldn't fit that whole thang in my coochie. Our sex sessions were really a waste of time now that I think of it. He couldn't work it and I damn sure couldn't take it. AND he didn't eat coochie then. I'm not sure if he eats coochie now. But dammit, I wasn't going to stick around to find out that he still didn't. Big dick....little dick. You can't win. What's a girl to do? *scribbling down topic to revisit*
Well, I made my exit and headed back to the hotel. Before jumping in bed, I sprayed sheets down with my Lysol...again. *shrugs* I left that part out earlier. Something I picked up from a friend of mine. I scheduled for a wake up call and fell the fuck out. Literally.
The following morning....wait. Who am I kidding. A few hours later and shit, I got up, showered, ate breakfast provided by hotel and hit the road. I took the first leg. We picked up my road dawg's son and I pushed on down the road. I gave road dawg a couple of hours or so to rub cheeks and kiss all over her son. Then I told her that she was going to have to take it. I was hurtin. Plus it was windy as hell! I called MynotMan (Kajuana 2004) and told him where we were. This would be my out-of-town-lover I mentioned in previous post. It just so happens that I have to drive through his city of residence to and from DC. So, I made arrangements during a conversation that he and I had on Saturday afternoon to stop by and pay him a "visit" if you will. I forgot to mention that earlier. That was provided I didn't get "any" during my stay in DC. hahahaha Didn't want to be triflin. You know? Well, we made it to my pitstop and MynotMan came outside of the house lookin and smellin good. DAMN! I wanted to tear him up right there. Well, I told my girl that I had to use the restroom. I grabbed my purse and overnight bag. I know she was like, "Why is she grabbing her overnight bag?" hahahahaha Well, in addition to actually using the restroom, I had to freshen up. You know, the overnight bag contained all means of freshening up. To include coochie wipes that I mentioned in one of my early posts. Well, with all details aside, know that we got it on. Whoever said quickies are worthless? For a minute, I thought about how I left my girlfriend and her son in the car but then I thought...."Hell...she had me waiting before we left!" hahahahahaha Terrible! But...I did tell her that she could come inside the house. But she said she was alright. She was on the phone talking to her husband anyway. So MynotMan and me gave each other the "fix" we'd both been waiting for. It was good. Very good, I might add. *strumming harp & daydreaming* Oh..where was I? Shit. That's it. Nothing more. Nothing less. We hit the road, stopped for munchies en route (which i needed after that quick workout), continued down the road and arrived safely back home. THE END!!!!!
~brownsugarbaby~
Well, I called my road dawg (my friend road trippin with me) to let her know that I had left work and would be ready to hit the road soon. Well, I'll be damned if this heifa ONE, had just woke up and TWO still had to pack. Mind you, she was also traveling with her 8 month old child. Don't fret. We were droppin the little one off en route to DC so as not to interfere with weekend festivities. Anywho, I was already packed so I just ran a few errands. I called her to let her know that I was headed to our meeting place. I stopped at Target and Publix to grab some things for the road as well as to kill time. Don't you know, this heifa had me waiting for her for, let's see.....*counting fingers* She had me waiting for her 2 friggin hours!!! I was MAD as hell! When she arrived I was pissed. I didn't say sh*t. I'm like that. I'll be madder than hell but won't say sh*t. You know....to avoid conflict. Plus, I understand how it is when you have a child. BUT at the same time, she knew we were going to DC for weeks! Plus....she's a stay at home mom. So, as time consuming as motherhood can be, I know there are moments when one has free time to do things that you need to do around the house. i.e. pack clothes for upcoming trip to DC. *sigh* But I digress. Plus, I know ya'll are ready to hear DEEETAILS about my weekend. *flashes winning smile*
I won't bore you with details of the actual road trip itself. Just know that I am a red baron on wheels. Head gear, goggles, scarf and all. Picture that! LMAO!! We made it to the "urea" Friday night. We actually made it just in time. It started raining. I hate driving in the rain. We stayed overnight at my road dawg's brother-in-law's place. I literally FELL out. Did I mention that I drove the entire way? Uh...yeah. 9 hours straight.
The following morning, I got up like it was Christmas morning. Early.as.hell. Everybody else was still knocked out. Don't you hate that? I didn't want to turn the tv on so I just laid there. Eventually, I went back to sleep. A couple of hours later, I woke my ass back up. I sh*t, showered and shaved (legs). It was raining damn cats and dogs but we loaded jeep up and hit the road. We made our way to Adams Morgan. I went to this Dominican hair salon to get my hair did and my girl went to a spot to get her nails did. Then I paid Mrs. Susan (local psychic) a visit. She told me I would have three children, live a long life and get married in 4 years to a guy who's name starts with a "J." *sucking teeth* Four years? FOUR YEARS?!? "Gimme my damn money back woman."
We checked into our hotel and relaxed for a bit. As we were checking in, the front desk attendant commented on how said it was about the Pope dying. WHAT?!? I had no idea. So sad....R.I.P Pope John Paul II. I sat up watching CNN and listened to the various commentators talk about the Pope and the Vatican City.
I still had a little over an hour until I had to meet with Edwige, Brutha Code and Kajuana. While talking to Edwige and Kajuana I told them how I had been looking forward to devouring those faboulus chicken wings they so eloquently described. However, Edwige had made arrangements for us to meet at this trendy ultralounge. Mind you, I was hungrier than a runaway slave. Literally. I told Edwige that I didn't want no damn hummus and asparagus. I wanted something that was going to fill my stomach up. So we had a change of plans and wings it was!!! *still picking chicken grease, mumbo sauce and napkin bits from fingers*
I had a wonderful time with these three. This was my first time meeting Edwige, second time meeting Brutha Code and well Kajuana, I've known for years. Not to mention, she's my beautiful linesister. Awww....everybody looked fabulous. Edwige is so cute. *pinches cheeks* Uh...those would be her cheeks on her FACE. I thought I'd throw that in for clarification. As I know many of you think I'm a bonafide freak. LOL Brutha Code is a handsome fella. Even though the way he was holding that glass of Grand Marnier.... Well, you had to be there. LOL Um...Bruh, did you put that Fondue pot to use yet? Move over bacon!!! Sorry...had to throw that in. OMG! Let me just talk about those wings. I'm not sure if they were DEEELICIOUS because I was starving! But boy....they must have brought those things out right from the fryer. Those mofos were hot as hell. Hotter than a flaming fag in stilletos! My goodness! All that with a combination of Gimlets(for us ladies)....and Grand Marnier & Heinkens for Brutha Code, all was good. I had a marvelous time. I wish we could have hung out longer! I know I could have kicked it with them at that same spot all night. Sure...we would have been sloppy drunk, full of chicken (and fries) with empty bone bowls on the table BUT satisfied, nevertheless.
Well, the night didn't end there for either of us. We all went our seperate ways. I tried to hang with Ed and Ted to watch the game, but after realizing that they were NC fans and I, a diehard Michigan State fan, I knew it wouldn't be good. So, I went on my merry way. Besides, I couldn't find a place to park. hahahaha *sidenote* Does anybody know the difference between a Sports Club and a Sports Bar? *end sidenote* That's really for Ed and Ted. LMAO!!!! Who's idea was that anyway?
Back at the hotel, I got ready for the bday party. I showered all over again. Not that I was stinky, but you know. I wanted to be freshER. *smile* So, we arrived to the party. It was cool. Filled with HU grads (circa 92 - 2000). It was good seeing some friends that I hadn't seen in YEARS. After all the niceties, I was about ready to go. But, my road dawg, happens to be more of a social butterfly than myself. So I just laid back a bit until she was ready to go. But, I did run into one of my former cutty buddies from HU. He was heading out to a club after the party and wanted me to meet him there. Well....to make a long story short, I DID meet him at the club. Only OUTSIDE of the club. I picked him up and we went back to his place. He has a nice little spot not too far from the waterfront. You know, one of those places that makes you want to drop your panties at the door? hee hee Ahhhh....look at you. *wagging finger* No panties were dropped by Brown Sugar. I just pushed my panties to the side. hahahahaha I'm kidding!! We didn't do a damn thing. ONE, I had to get up in the morning and hit the road. Seeing as though it was already 5am, I knew sh*t wasn't going to go down. We sat up and watched Hippos gone mad n'shit on Animal Planet while he rubbed on my leg. Little did he know, I was planning my exit in my mind. Not only because of the late hour BUT because if my mind serves me correctly, he has a big ass HORSE dick. No joke. I could barely take it then and I know my NON-ACTIVE coochie wasn't going to be able to take it now. He'd have me climbing the walls and ceilings like spider man. This can be a whole 'notha blog topic but I must touch on it. Women talk about how they love big dicks. I'm actually one of those women. But this dick, my friends, is not your ordinary "big" dick. This dick, my friends, is MONSTROUS, even. NO joke! I swear. Back in the day, he couldn't fit that whole thang in my coochie. Our sex sessions were really a waste of time now that I think of it. He couldn't work it and I damn sure couldn't take it. AND he didn't eat coochie then. I'm not sure if he eats coochie now. But dammit, I wasn't going to stick around to find out that he still didn't. Big dick....little dick. You can't win. What's a girl to do? *scribbling down topic to revisit*
Well, I made my exit and headed back to the hotel. Before jumping in bed, I sprayed sheets down with my Lysol...again. *shrugs* I left that part out earlier. Something I picked up from a friend of mine. I scheduled for a wake up call and fell the fuck out. Literally.
The following morning....wait. Who am I kidding. A few hours later and shit, I got up, showered, ate breakfast provided by hotel and hit the road. I took the first leg. We picked up my road dawg's son and I pushed on down the road. I gave road dawg a couple of hours or so to rub cheeks and kiss all over her son. Then I told her that she was going to have to take it. I was hurtin. Plus it was windy as hell! I called MynotMan (Kajuana 2004) and told him where we were. This would be my out-of-town-lover I mentioned in previous post. It just so happens that I have to drive through his city of residence to and from DC. So, I made arrangements during a conversation that he and I had on Saturday afternoon to stop by and pay him a "visit" if you will. I forgot to mention that earlier. That was provided I didn't get "any" during my stay in DC. hahahaha Didn't want to be triflin. You know? Well, we made it to my pitstop and MynotMan came outside of the house lookin and smellin good. DAMN! I wanted to tear him up right there. Well, I told my girl that I had to use the restroom. I grabbed my purse and overnight bag. I know she was like, "Why is she grabbing her overnight bag?" hahahahaha Well, in addition to actually using the restroom, I had to freshen up. You know, the overnight bag contained all means of freshening up. To include coochie wipes that I mentioned in one of my early posts. Well, with all details aside, know that we got it on. Whoever said quickies are worthless? For a minute, I thought about how I left my girlfriend and her son in the car but then I thought...."Hell...she had me waiting before we left!" hahahahahaha Terrible! But...I did tell her that she could come inside the house. But she said she was alright. She was on the phone talking to her husband anyway. So MynotMan and me gave each other the "fix" we'd both been waiting for. It was good. Very good, I might add. *strumming harp & daydreaming* Oh..where was I? Shit. That's it. Nothing more. Nothing less. We hit the road, stopped for munchies en route (which i needed after that quick workout), continued down the road and arrived safely back home. THE END!!!!!
~brownsugarbaby~
